On 2/9/08 -4/9/08
is my Nlevel day..

had chinese, socialstudies, english!

Currently I'm blogging with the mood like kind of end of the world. This is because I dun have confident in passing my N level.
stress up?? No!
Never study? Not because of that, I got study!!!

Because yesterday was the English paper. To me, I'm very weak in my language, always borderline pass. Yesterday's paper is quite difficult.
I don't know why, I seems to don't have any confident of passing after I did that paper.

Fail english means Fail everything! Thats why I'm quite worry and very scare that I will fail and end up going to the place where i dun want to go.
The feelings that i have now is kind of " peng kui ".
Do not have any mood in doing anything or going anywhere. Maybe I need some time to overcome that situation and mentally prepared for the worst to come. Because what over is over and what is done can be undone! so, Now I really need some time to cool down and prepare for the final dash for the rest of the subjects.

Pray hard that i will pass my english, at least get a c5, I will be very happy. :) Bye!